Jane Gaudreau's Heartfelt Tribute to Sons Johnny and Matthew: 'I'm Still Stuck'

Jane Gaudreau is remembering her sons, hockey stars Johnny and Matthew Gaudreau, two years after their deaths.

“Over two years have passed and I still feel as heartbroken as I did that day in August when my world fell apart,” Jane wrote via Instagram on Monday, August 31. “The only thing that has really changed is that I have gotten better at pretending I’m okay.”

She continued, “I smile. I laugh sometimes. I go to work. I take care of my family. I help others. From the outside, it may look like life is moving forward, but inside, my heart is breaking because I’m still stuck on the worst day of my life.”